Well I did it !!! 30 days of straight yoga combined with my regular intense workouts and motherhood WHEW. I'm not sure where to go from here and where this will take me but I'm a gonna keep going I think. I had a very weird day and I cant wait to tell you all about it. I did some cardio before breakfast riding my elliptical for an hour. It was good but again I could tell my legs are in need of recovery time (thank goodness it's my day off Sunday!) Then the babysitter came and Kaylee instantly played her ..... I'm crying mommy arms up routine. LOL I went off to yoga and thought about her the whole way and had to call before going into the hot room. She of course was more than fine and stopped the instant I left.
I had a really big process during my class though that really caught me off guard. I was watching my self in the mirror and I saw the scar on my leg. I saw it too the other day at the gym, was impacted, but just passed it. This time I was flashed back. I was thrown into emotions of sadness and grief and loss. It was like the new person I've become and the person I used to be crashed into each other. I was forced to see the person I used I to be and how much I've changed. How different life is now, and everything I've gone through to get here. STRANGE stuff but good.
I came home and they were playing ball I heard her laughing down the hall, she came running with the ball saw me and dropped it arms up 'mommy I was crying ..... LOTS!! ' Too funny that girl of mine. She (thinks) she's got me wrapped around her finger. (OK maybe a little) Any way then it was just lunch and nap ready for mommy and me yoga. I got her up to go to class but... there was no one :( On monday I'm going to talk to the boss about canceling until more sign up. Kaylee and I did some poses and yoga while we were waiting TOO FUN ! I LOVE playing with her. So then we just went off about our day. I am hitting class tomorrow and we will see where this all takes me talk soon.
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