Monday, May 10, 2010

31 days of yoga and counting

I had a great Sunday and mothers day. I went into Kaylees room to wake her up and she looked up at me and said happy mothers day !!!!!! (we talked about it before going to bed.... how it was a special day for mommy and kaylee) She is just too cute LOL. I slept in and after a leisurely matcha tea and walk on the treadmill I got her up and ready for breakfast and church. She and I both love going because it's a special quiet time for the two of us to snuggle and sing and learn. We always have a great time. After church we headed for our walk around the geese park, then off to meet everyone for a mothers day lunch. 
My mom and dad and great aunt were there and it was really nice. 
I had been looking REALLY forward to getting our pics taken for mothers day and was very excited. I got us all dressed up and couldn't wait to see how they would turn out. After that we chased each other playing a maze game in walmart and then back home to get ready for yoga and the babysitter. I had been conflicted about going being mothers day and finished my 30days but I had already booked the week before without realizing and did not want to cancel on short notice. 
I told Kaylee that I was going to yoga and instant tears started ...... way to tug on the heart strings :( I was so   devastated but did not show that until I was out the door. I called my mom and talked to her saying I was ready to turn around LOL I knew she was right in saying that would not be good for Kaylee or fair to the sitter, but I needed to get it off my chest. I got there and called home to see how she was and talked to her. She was OK and I was able to focus enough to do my class. The whole time I was very raw and though it felt really good could not wait to be home with my girl. I was in the car after on my way glad I went and feeling good thinking about the process. I had prayed before class that this time be used for good and that something beneficial would come of it. I had a great class and great time and even better when I walked through the door and got to pick up my girl and give her a big hug!!! She was fine and laughing when I got there and though was excited to see me was by no means in trauma LOL We played and had dinner then down for bed.   

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