the week end :)

so yes the week end came and went and I am finding myself in the midst of a mid life crisis LOL I can not seem to figure this out and put into words but the best I can figure is that I'm feeling about having to put my dog down and that is making me face my own mortality. I'm feeling old slow and like I'm going soft (hardly the truth but......) there it is. I'm feeling like I've lost control of my body and what it can do and that no matter how hard I try I'll never catch up. Like I said I dont know where this came from because I have not gained suddenly or tried to do something and wasn't able ect it just.... boom was there. This feeling of ugh I'm old, and looking way back to my twenties and what I used to do. I'm at a cross roads around my routine and thinking a change needs to happen..... what though I am unsure of yet. I will keep you all posted as it comes into light and things unravel for me.